to purge.
I won't do that, I have too much invested but this has been a "wall" weekend. We all have them, the time when you suddenly say "why the heck do I do this?" Life could be so much easier to walk away.
But we can't. The hard part is living the double life. Having to "be" someone sometimes just "because".
The question always arises "why do you do this?" Like we choose to be ostracized get those side long glances and even the pretend acceptance. Why would anyone choose to be a part of a minority. If you had the choice would you not go with the flow? Yeah we love the roller coaster ride. How we are riding high one day, then crashing to earth the next. I take it with the territory.
But this has been a week where (and it isn't only the TG part...it is a myriad of of "life things" like finding out your good friend has cancer and the reality that you are now alone for sure because the house sold and your last physical link to the one you love is now gone.
So remind me again, Why the H*ll do we do this?