My crossdressing has been a subject of much thought lately. I've dressed up for years without thinking deeply about it. In an attempt to better understand myself and other crossdressers, I though I'd pose this question; how do you view yourself?
When I truly started to think about my dressing, I couldn't figure out why I love it so much and why I desire to be a girl. I eventually figured that I must be transgendered as there was no other explanation. However, I continued to call myself a male with no hesitation and never felt like saying I'm a guy is a lie. I even continued to call myself a guy in my mind while dressed up. I also have never really felt trapped in the wrong body either, nor do I desire to change my body. In short, I view my sexual identity as male. After much more thought, I felt that I'm not really transgendered, but something else. I'm a guy who just happens to love female clothes and try to have a female face. Uncommon hobby, but it's true
So how about you? Do you feel you're like me and you just like to dress up or do you feel there's something more? If so, why do you feel that way?