[SIZE="4"]After over two yrs not having the guts to go out, last night, i tried on many outfits, then decided on a longsleeved green printed blouse, and long gray skirt, lowest heel i have 2 1/2" hose, medium length wig, and go for it. Well, i got there a little late, and was amazed at the big crowd there, and saw securuty cops all over. No place to park, so circled around a number of times, about to call off the whole thing, then found a place my car would fit. I just sat in my car listening to the band for a time, could see parents with kids, lots of senior citizens. I just froze, and could not go out dressed, so remained underdressed! My skirt and hose under my male pants. I removed by bra, and balloons, and blouse, and put my guy shirt back on. After sitting in the bleachers where it was dark, i realized, that i could have been just fine, dressed in lady mode. Fear won out though. Fear wins most of the time. I guess i will just go underdressed, until, i can just not think much of what i am wearing. Pretend i am in guy clothes whild in lady stuff![/SIZE]