Although I'm having a hard time accepting myself for who I am, I've come to realization that there's a 99% chance my cd habits won't ever go away. Therefore, whether it be my mom, or the girlfriend/wife of my dreams, there's no way I'll ever expose this side of me. Are there any of you out there that are able keep this secret within you, and still be happy? I'm pretty determined to take this secret to the grave with me. I just want to know if there's anyone else that loves their life with their significant other and family, but wont ever expose the girl side of you. I know I'm young and all, but I highly doubt I'll tell this secret to anyone. anyone else have similar mindsets?