I sometimes ask to myself: what does it mean to be a cd ? If I like/want to be a girl, should I do everything girls do ?
I mean, should I be pleased if a man looks at me or is attracted by me ?
On one side I don't like men at all, I don't like their haired bodies and their muscles. But... On the other side , if I am a girl, even if a part time girl, shoud I go on and try to make what girls do when they meet men ?
Being a real girl means, of course, not only dress womenly but attract men's attention on you, on your dresses, on your behaviour.
That is, to be clear, should I let things go on and not refuse a 'contact' with a man who wants to make me his girl?
Is this contrarian to the CD "philosophy" ?
Does it mean being no more a cd, but... whatever else, a crossgender, a transvestite ?
Where is the border, should it be crossed?
What do You think, being obvious that everyone shoud do what she feels as the right thing and makes her comfortable ?