I feel like when I crossdress, I feel sexually satisfied/guilty and so I am less likely to be aggressive and to take on initiative when a chance to ask a girl out comes up.
I havent dressed for maybe 5 months because I started dating this one girl and I just never felt any urges/desires to dress.
We broke up and now I'm starting to have urges of dressing again but i'd really like to get into a relationship again.