We are such a diverse community here I'd like to ask a simple question of everyone in the entire spectrum of Crossdressing. No Judgments, No right or wrong answers, No Attacking another's response.
The question is What do you really want as it pertains to you and your desire to crossdress?
Simply start your post by
What I really want is:
What I really want is: to be as comfortable and confident in my attempt to present myself femininely as I am in everyday life expressing my masculinity.
I really enjoy Both