Well I finally got a day off to myself today, first time in two months. It's the first time I get to dress in some new clothes I've bought and the first wig I've ever bought. It's just a cheap Halloween wig, but it's my first step. and wow I've got about 4 hours to myself and it feels great. even tho I'm just laying around in some jeans and a sweater right now, I'm free at last. hoping to get some courage to go for a drive around the neighborhood later.