I'm in my 40s and I used to pass well in public.
I refrain from dressing en femme for most of the time as this is incompatible with my career and my family. PReviously, I only dress 1-2 times a year and mostly in a rented hotel room.
Yet, for the past 3 years, I had overseas holidays alone when I spent 4-5 days entirely en femme and it was wonderful. Then, my wife found out and I don't think I'll be able to do that any more. After the discovery, my urge to CD all but die down now. I just feel bad thinking about it.
Furthermore, as an Asian, I believe crossdressing brings me bad luck.
Therefore, in order to stop the bad luck and to lessen the urges to cross dress, I am thinking of discarding 2 suitcases of nice clothes, wigs, silicone forms, makeup, lingerie and shoes. Without these, I'm confident my luck will improve and I'll not be thnking of going on vacation soon. Yet, they are not stuff that are easy to obtain.
What's the advice you have for me? To discard or to keep?