I started dabbling in cding so long ago that it's hard to remember what all the attraction to it was. In other words, I don't think at 5 I was looking at how far it would eventually go. I just knew I loved the feeling of "girl clothes". Cding never really felt complete until it had gotten as far as wig, makeup and lots of clothes to choose from beyond just fetishy lingerie and stuff. It kind of blossomed.