I am letting my hair grow. It is down to my shoulders and over and below my ears. While I was Christmas shopping today (dressed masc except for panties under my sweats), I could feel my hair brushing against my neck and my shoulders. I can't really explain it, but that made me feel so fem! Even dressed masc, I know I exhibited my fem side. I am not out to my wife, but she knows I am shaved (she is too), and wear panties 24 7. But she likes my growing hair, and likes to run her fingers through it and comb it for me. And she finds my hair a very convienent hand hold for 'those times'! I will have my hair trimmed and shaped Saturday and get a manicure with clear polish for a party we are going to Saturday night. This will be the first time my former staff and colleagues will see me without the beard I had for more than 30 years, and with long hair and diamond stud earrings. (I am retired.) It will be a real hoot seeing their reaction!