Emily, your story sounds like mine, I have a lot of questions about this and get many different answers. I believe I am a transexual but I have not begun to transition yet and at the present I have no plans to. A lot of my transexual friends tell me it is just a matter of time until I change my mind. So I ask, are there any real transexuals who do not go all the way through to the end result? Can dysphoria be controlled?