No one here is going to push you out if you don't have SRS. I have friends all over the spectrum as far as genitals. It is your business. If you will always be curious then I would say have sex in that way with someone who understands that you are there just to experience sex. Some of TS people hate sex in the stereotypical way and some live it. I had a difficult time continuing to function in that way with my wife but I did it as ling as I could for her. That is the key I am in love with someone and it was about her.
Suzanne