hello all its bed time now and this is the time when my wife and I check out the site and talk about things to do with my dressing. Its also a good time for me to post some stuff regarding our fears and anxieties that arise over the past day. My wife was reading a post the other day about someone who cross dressed and after many years decided to have a sex change operation. My wife then told me that her biggest fear was that I would go the same way and would eventually want the same. My reaction was to say to her you will have to learn to be a lesbian then. Joking aside I told her that I have never had the desire to be a full time woman and put her fears to rest. Unfortunately I still believe she had these nagging doubts and don't know how to reassure her her that for me it is definitely not the case. I have never had the desire to become a full time woman I only dress because it gives me a thrill and it makes me feel sexy to wear the clothes.Since coming out to her I admit yes I have dressed quite a lot pretty much every chance that I got but now have decided to tone it down some. I now have some good female clothes and loads of makeup to experiment with I haven't been getting good results but it is good to know that I have the rest of my life to practice.