As long as I can remember I have always been fascinated by lingeri and It is just the clothing I like as i have never wanted to be a woman . So why the flip !!!! suddenly in my mid 30's for fun i brought a pair of heels and from that day on my dressing took a dramatic turn .it was like i was on some form of crossdressing drug . Clothes ,wigs shoes, you name it I brought it, I even started going out out in public places as pernille .
My life is very complex and complicated but let's say I am semi in the closet and it restricts how and what I would like to be like. But just lately I have started wondering why this flip did not happen earlier in my life and I feel a bit sad as i feel I have lost those years. There is lots said about the road and the journey we are on but what triggers the sudden changes in direction .
now looking back I feel I made mistakes and regret I did not do the things I now can see I should have done . I feel so much like taking my dressing further but I don't know the cost will be to my personal life now . The question also is will I look back in 10 years and regret I did not follow my feelings now , I know there is now answer but maybe there are some of you with views or maybe sone with first hand experience that can come with a few comments