So I went away for the weekend and spent 2 days out dressed. I stayed with a friend and his family and everyone accepted me and I got called Kim all the time. I've never felt so happy in my life. For once I felt I was where I belonged. While I was out I got a few looks and stares but it didn't bother me at all. I was Kim and I was having the time of my life. Even when my feet started killing me in my heels.
But, as much as I had fun, I'm now facing a dilemna. I'm looking at a fork in the road. One path leads to a life as a man, and one to life as a woman. When I look at both futures I believe I would be happier following that female road. I don't know if I should see someone about it as I've read alot of specialists cost money, something I don't have. I was hoping I could get some opinions. Whether you've faced this, are facing it now, or even if you haven't.
I'm a big mess at the minute I don't know what to do. If you want to ask anything else, go ahead. I'll try my best to explain anything else.