The question is why do you want to be a girl? Is it is just about the cloths, makeup, the shoes.... is it fantasy? or is it something deeper?
The reality of living as a woman is probably not what you think, and getting there can be a brutal gut-wrenching journey. But also rewarding beyond measure if it is who you are. The freedom to be yourself, the woman you are, to not be suffocating your soul trying to be the man you are not - if you are transsexual - is priceless. I don't have to pretend to be something I hated - thats why I did it. To be me, and I take the bad with the good.