I look in the mirror and see a 61 year old. I want to be that woman. I "wish" I could go back and be able to be a 16 year old girl, and grow up female, but that was stolen from me. I am comfortable as Leah, and live as her every minute possible. She's far from beautiful or sexy or anything else, but she's all I have, and I've come to totally accept her.
Leah