I just want to give up on the while thing. I want to purge. This thing really causes too many problems in my love life and is screwing me over. She says ita like she's dating 3 people and I can't argue that point. I feel like two people.. . .Two people battling for control of one body and I HATE IT. I hate it to the core. It's time to purge. . .I can't live two lifestyles anymore.