Before I accepted my desires to wear woman's clothing I was already labeled as being gay even though I have a wife and kids. They based this on how I interacted. I have female mannerisms. This is mainly due to be raised by a single parent with no male figure guiding me growing up. My genetics are male but my actions are female. This gets to be frustrating because I want to fit in and end up being a outcast. Because I wanted to fit in soo bad I denied myself who I was and pretended to be someone I wasn't. Today I know that I'm a guy who likes to wear all types of clothes. I'm shy and at the same time need approval. Trying to make everyone around happy has taken its toll out on me. I can't talk about my feelings to anyone is why I keep saying that I'm trapped. I just wish that we can live without prejudice but know that's just a dream. Don't mean to stay, but my point is I'm going to be labeled regardless if I'm gay or not. There are so many reasons on how we all ended up here on this site. I can't figure out why I'm like this and now feel there's no point in trying. I just accept who I am any try to enjoy it. I may say I don't care but deep down I know I do. I'm human. Fact is there is no right answer.