Hi all I am wondering who here that is still with a partner that doesn't know about your cross dressing suffers as I do. I get short and moody with my partner I get so guilty about the whole thing. I get guilty when I spend money I did think well if I learn to dress and do make up well then perhaps she maybe more accepting if she found out or I told her. I just get so guilty which makes me snappy towards her no one else just my partner this in turn is becoming depressing its so confusing the only thing I am sure about is Sami will be here to stay no matter what I have tried to giver her up and can't. GG s if you read this please help am I normal did your partners behave in this way before you found our. My life feels so complex all the time I hate hiding my secret but I am to afraid to come out the longer it goes the worse it gets.