When I first decided that I am officially a cross dresser, I had such a great feeling about it, that i wanted to tell some close friends.
Unfortunately, none of my friends have been the least amount of supportive, and all of them seem to feel uncomfortable around me now!
One of my close friends ended up telling my parents about it too, who were also not very happy with the idea of me dressing like a girl.
All I really want is a friend that will not only be supportive, but encourage me to do what I love. But all I get now is chastisement from everyone.
How do you know that someone would be accepting of cross dressers before telling them the truth? I am starting to wish I stayed completely closeted, but how would anyone recommend knowing who would be good to tell?
I will be sure that in the future when I get married, that I will have a wife who is fully aware and supportive. I just don't know how to find that kind of person without looking like a freak to everyone else.
I hate to vent, because my girly self is supposed to be so happy and enjoying life all the time, but it seems so hard when everyone close to you is putting you down.