I was feeling risky last night and finally got enough strength to try going out all dressed up. Well kind of. I've been at a hotel that last few days due to extraordinary circumstances. I went out side to smoke and get something from my car in a nightgown, pajama pants (as its freezing in Wisconsin), and heels and all the bells and whistles. I was not as nervous as I thought I would be. On the way back to my room, I walked past a guy who was staring me down hardcore. He was cute so I looked back at him to see him just STARING!
It really gave me a boost of confidence and self-esteem. It was a whole new feeling that felt perfectly natural. One of these days, I'm going to actually go to a store, or the bar or something. All in due time.
Are there any suggestions or comments would be cool.