Forgive me if I have (or anyone else) has asked this before as my short term memory isn't that good.
And my short term memory isn't that good either...
Anyway.
Does anyone else find that if you want to dress but cant for whatever reason (family, no shoes or wig or whatever the issue is), then that amplifies your desire to do it?
And then conversely if you find you have complete freedom, do you maybe over compensate initially and go a little crazy but then find a level that is a lot less?
As in the saying "water will eventually find its own level"
For me, when I still lived with my parents, if I wanted to dress it was pretty much impossible unless my parents were away for a known amount of time otherwise I didn't bother and that frustration often made me want to do it more.
Now I live by myself and can dress whenever I want but for me, dressing and then staying in my apartment isn't enough other than the occasional photo session and so I would like to go out. As I have mentioned previously, I can't get to my car without going past my neighbours and going one way, at most I have to go past 2 units and then the other way, its 4.
And one of the guys (going the short way) has a tendency to leave his front door open, lights on and then often when he sees or hears me going past, he often is in the mood for a chat including one time when I was trying to sneak out for a Melissa outing. Not one other person in the units does this and because of him (and me not wanting to out myself to him as its none of his business what I do) being always around, it is frustrating me immensely.
If I was to go out, I really don't have anyone else to go places with and don't really want to go out in the area that I live so they are factors too so even if I overcome him, I have to work on that as well.