Its been over a year so far since I stopped crossdressing. The urge has started to come back but so far I have been able to stop myself from dressing. I think about it all the time and still find my self searching for sexy heels online. I guess it doesn't help that I boxed everything up and put it in the roof of the house instead of getting rid of it. Conflicted on not dressing. It helps my life situation but hurts my mental being.