Woke up this morning sat up at the edge of the bed and for the first Saturday in a while I really didn't have anything to do, no work or chores at moms and the in laws didn't have anything for me to do. I feel my wife put her hand on my shoulder and tells me she knows what I am thinking about and that Maria is not lucky again today that both kids are not working and they have no plans , I told her what else is new, maybe tomorrow. She then turns to me and says she doesn't know how I do it, wanting to do something and having to wait. She goes on telling me how much she loves my fem side and feels the dressing is a big part of our relationship and how much she loves to shop with me and talk about fashion and loves the smile on my face when she buys me something fem, but when she see's me down she wishes Maria would just leave and could imagine the extra stress it must be on my mind trying to juggle everything and always being careful not to get caught. She said she can't believe how it really doesn't work out for me and how it must drive me crazy trying to find that hour or two and if I know there's a chance I will change all my plans to try to make it happen. She said she feels sorry for me at times and as much as she loves Maria she believes my life would be so much more simple without her. I told her as much as I would also wish Maria would leave I am afraid she's not going nowhere, she said she had no problem with that. I then turned to her told her how much I loved her and gave her a big hug and told her I could not have asked for anything more from a partner and thanked her for her concern and support. I got up and told her, I guess that's the life of a closet dresser.