Age and being alone finally dictates an end to Vivian's outward presence,ie,clothing,accessories and transformation items. Many of the items went on to others such as we,while most of it was donated to good-will type activities. In all many hundreds of dollars spent to transform my male self into my female identity. Sometimes quite adept at doing so,but lately not so well. And while the desire remains very strong the thought of my family discovering the copious amount of evidence is un-nerveing,to say the least! I have engaged in self transformation for seventy years. Quickly learned to keep the activity very secret! By age 17 was dressing and traveling coast to coast by POV on several occasions. Have enjoyed many outings as "Vivian" all over the U.S. and many foreign countries. Solo in the states but most often accompied by a like minded native in the foreign areas.So it is now I say so long to my dressed life,which I know will linger in memories of younger times. vivian fair