so after finally figuring out i'm transgender I decided to find a support group and work though some of my problems. In brief = I know I will not be able to transition full time or have surgeries and have come to grips with that. My soon to be wife is supportive but has needs, but doesn't shun the female side of me, so we are at at the finding a good compromise point. This is why I still post in cross-dressing.
I finally find a support group in my area.. And find the day..yay Monday. I packed a small change of clothes for after work. The meeting was to start at 6:30. it was not to far from my job so I just hung around fixing things until 6:00. I leave work and drive to a store that has a bathroom. I changed into my jeans and t shirt, nothing special. My jeans are kind of tight so I though best to not change at the work place. I drive around for a while and finally get there I wait for another 15 mins before it was time.. but I never saw any cars in-front. Why because no one showed up but me.. not even the counselor. I don’t know why but I felt dumb standing there alone outside ..lol I'm going to try again next Monday.
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