so here is the deal. basically since the warm weather has started and school is out for the summer i have been feeling sad and depressed. i dont know what to do about my dressing anymore. you wuld think with the free time i would be able to dress but there is something that is keeping me from it. i dont think its the lack of a wardrobe because i have enough things to make a couple of trips if i were to wander out into the world.
this is how the mornings start out, im laying in bed half awake day-dreaming about either being a girl or dressing as one for the day. im there in my room trying on clothes and different outfits that will work with my day that i have planed in my dream. basically skirts and cute little spring clothes and accessories. but when i wake up i have no desires to do any of it. i live in a house and have a roommate that has similar hours of being awake as me. so i just dont know what to do, money isnt the problem of not having the clothes i think its something more.
i guess lately ive just been real depressed and sad, even with scuba classes im still down in the dumps. help and advice would be great for i do not have a clue what is wrong or how to fix it.