Hi girls,
i just wanted to share some of the new events in my life. Lately i have been much more open with my CDing habits and i have been telling to my closer friends about it. Now about 15 of them know that sometimes i like dressing like a woman and all i can say is that must be a very good friend, because i only have had support and acceptance from themThey treat me exactly the same than before knowing and that is raising my confidence to levels i would have never expect. Some of them have seen me dressed and the others have seen lots of photos...
Now, the new step. I live in a small catholic and conservative town close to Madrid. When i want to go out, i usually get dress at home and then i drive to Madrid to meet with some other CD's i know and we go out for a drink or dinner or whatever the plan is for that weekend.
This saturday was going to be like any other. I got ready in the afternoon and i stopped in a mall to do some shopping. Not that i needed something but spring finally arrived and i wanted to see more dresses. (I ended up buying 2 dresses, 1 pair of summer heels, 1 red stripped t-shirt, 2 belts, 2 pairs of tanned tights, 1 sumer purse, 2 bras and 3 brazilian-cut panties)
After all that effort, i was a bit tired and not feeling very well. I got in the car and i had a whasshap from one of my friends. He was bored because there was nobody left in our hometown to go out tonight. As at that point i wasn't feeling like going to Madrid and going out and then driving back for one hour, I told him that if he didn't mind going out with me dressed, i would join him for one drink. He told me ' you are my friend and i don't mind how you are dressed' so i told him to meet me at my place in one hour.
I still don't know how that thought came to my mind, but i'm glad i did. All the way driving back home i was a bit nervous about what would i do if i met some of the friends that still have no clue, or if we had any kind of trouble at some point. Luckly i didn't had too much time to think in that stuff, because i was very busy thinking about what will i wear for my debut in my hometown. (actually i have gone out a few times there, but just for a walk, not socializing with people)
When i got home i did a quick refresh of my make up and then decided to wear one of the new dresses. My friend arrived and we went out. Our plan was going to a nice pub with good music and not many clients. All the way there (like 10 minutes, it is a small town
He said to my friend: Hi, where is ******??. (my male name)
- Here, i said.
He stared at me like 5 seconds and then hugged me and gave me 2 kisses (on the cheeks) like to any other girl. He was very surprised and shock, but i explained him everything. Acceptance and support, i couldn't ask for more.
He was there with his brother, their girlfriends and 4 other friends. They all know me and i didn't hide. I told them the short version of the story and we spend the night all together, drinking and chatting. They treated me normally and i had some compliments from the girls of the group.
It was a great night, had lots of fun and i still can believe that i finally did it.
When i was going home i asked my friend to take a couple of pic of me, because i realized that i didn't had one of this very special night, so there it goes:
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Hope that you have enjoyed the reading. For sure i enjoyed the night. I cant wait to do it again.
Hugs,
Helena
I am so happy for you!! Acceptance of others for who you are is wonderful!! Be yourself and enjoy who you are!!
