I was going to stop buying Lolita style dresses. Even though this dress and blouse that I bought is more conservative looking than most of my dresses, it is still Lolita.
I think this obsession with buying Lolita dresses is becoming more of an issue than being transgendered is. This is like the 15th time in the pass year I have said “This is the last one”.
The next time I see my therapist I will have to address this issue. Between buying dresses and seeing a therapist about wearing dresses this transgender issue is costing me a lot of money. I feel a bit like a hamster on a running wheel.