So I just hit 3 months of being completely open about being a cross dresser. I even live in a place now that I am welcome to dress up any time I want, and I even get to go out in public dressed up every so often.
But one thing I have noticed, is that I seem to remember getting more of a thrill when I was just starting, when I had to sneak around and not let anyone find out that I was doing it. I still enjoy doing it now, but it just feels too normal to me now, and I don't get that big rush of feeling like I'm doing something crazy any more...
Is it because it's just starting to wear off on me over time? or is it because everyone knows now, and it doesn't matter who finds out?