I'm dealing with an issue a lot of you might have faced/dealt with in the past or continue to deal with. And I would really like your inputs/suggestions/advise, doesn't matter how out there you feel it is owns without any worry of me being offended. In short you have carte blanche.
For the longest time, and by that I mean nearly 12 years, my dressing was limited and the opportunities far and few between. Even when I did dress it was rarely with full makeup, which I might have done twice an year at the most. Perhaps the knowledge that I was limited to a room meant it was too much effort to glam up when merely wearing the clothes was sufficient to keep me happy.
But I've got my own place recently and with it has come the security that I will not be disturbed in whatever state of dress I choose to be. This has caused a pink fog of gargantuan proportions that is wrecking havoc with my sleep patterns, diet, and work discipline. The vicious cycle of insufficient rest causing drowsiness through the day at work causing me to take work home where I dress with makeup almost every time. I find myself not wanting to get undressed and compel myself to get to the office in the morning without conveniently working from home.
I need to break this cycle. I know how important it is to be fresh at work and yet some part of me just doesn't care! Oh...I am kinda my own boss so that might be one reason. But that is no excuse and I'm horribly stuck between the pink fog and my responsibility to myself and my life. Am I scared? At some level, yes. That this part of me is becoming larger than life.
Let me not spew anymore. I would really like to hear any suggestions that you feel might help me put the discipline back in my day. Consider this a cry for help, from me to you; because you understand.
Xoxo....sonia