I understand that most MTF crossdressers are 100% heterosexual or claim to be. I do find that strange because at least for me I turn into a woman in my head. It's not just about the clothes. makeup, hair, etc. I do kind of change sexuality while dressed. Of course I do like just dressing for dressings sake. The thing is for most MTF crossdressers who are in the closet it's quite a lonely affair. I have been with three guys while dressed. Zero not dressed. There is no way I would be with a guy sexually while in guy mode. I have absolutely no desire for that. Yet I do get off knowing guys like the way I look when dolled up.
I also loved getting ready for a guy who was coming to see me. One of the main pluses is knowing that I'm actually going to be able to interact with someone while dressed. As soon as I'm dressed I want to do what women do sexually for guys. It's more about in my mind being a more complete woman. Taking what is in my head and the outside illusion as far as it can go. Hooking up with guys is very risky behavior even though I was very careful, and while I only did it the three times it was on my mind a lot. While never the most important part of my dressing it was great knowing should I choose I could totally immerse myself in that side of me. Did I mention I'm in therapy LOL.