I Can't Believe I Did It
I can't believe I actually did it. I went into a mainstream place dressed as a girl in front of hundreds of people. I was not able to do this alone. I was with another girl the whole time.I met with a girl at Burlington Coat Factory. She took some photos of me standing close to the entrance. I was wearing a black and white heart dress, a dark brown wig, a brown purse, and flats. I wear flats in public because it make me shorter and I feel more passable. As I was walking toward the entrance, I could feel the summer air blowing up underneith my dress and I love that feeling so much. I was very nervous as I seen other people walk out of the store. My friend gave me the confidence to overcome the fear.
As I walked through the automatic door, a man and a woman walked out. I turned my head as I walked past them. We were walking down the isle and I was avoiding eye contact with anyone. I felt more comfortable as we were looking at dresses. The clothing section seems to shield my body from other people. I heard giggleing a couple of times from other women, but they could be doing it from something completely different. I was holding thirteen dresses as I was walking toward the fitting room. I only liked two of them afterwards.
We both had to use the restroom. I never used a women's restroom before. We waited for the lady to come out then we went in and I came out as soon as I was done and then I waited by the door for my friend. I still turned the other way as people walked by.
We then went to check out. I walked up to the cashier as she called me up. I knew I was getting clocked so I said its my first time doing this in a total male voice as I smiled. She asked if I liked doing this and I told her I loved it as she smiled. She loved my nails and told me I do a much better job at painting them than she could. I just told her I just throw the polish on, but then my nails are always long naturally. My hands look very feminine when my nails are painted. Another employee walked by and looked into my eyes and we both smiled at each other like she knew I was a guy and totally accepted it as if she found me more attractive as a woman then as a man. That feeling was so awesome and I can't describe how good I felt. Then I got my change and receipt. As I was walking out of the store, I knew the cashier and other employees were checking me out. I was just too afraid to turn my head and find out.
My friend and I then drove off for some photos later.
It was a very scary but awesome experience. I will definitely do it again, but I will need another person with me.
Here are some photos of what I was wearing and different angles of me.
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