Tonight I was feeling exceptionally stir crazy and wanted to get out of the house. There has been some awkwardness between my wife and I since she told my parents about me and I just wanted to get out for a few hours.
I sent a text to a buddy of mine and he and I went out for sushi. He has been a very close friend of mine for the last 13 years and we have always been open and honest with each other about everything. Well tonight I told him about me being transgender and basically that was the last piece to the puzzle of my situation with my wife and I.
It actually went really well. He of course laughed a little and was like...ok hold up...this is definitely NOT how I was expecting this night to go lol. We talked a lot about it and he did his best to wrap his brain around it. He of course struggled with the thoughts of the whys but eventually chalked it up to a similar situation to those who like spicy foods and those who don't. It was a good comparison I thought. I explained how I felt inside when I do wear womens clothing and the peace and comfort that comes over me and he said it sounded a lot like how he gets when he comes home from work and strips down to nothing. He hates clothes and hates wearing them. Hes talked about living in a nudist colony because he hates them so much. He gets the same feeling of peace when he strips down.
I showed him outfits that i have made on polyvore and he looked at me and then pretended to slap me across the face. He was like...dude...dude...Wth...you need to be doing this for a living! These outfits are awesome!
So! At this point, my closest friend now knows and took it in stride. He of course wants to start a fashion business with me where I design outfits and all that. He is completely accepting of me and claims that he knew something was hiding in me but "now it all makes perfect sense". I told him not to be surprised if I show up to hang out sometime all done up and he said that he doesnt really care what I wear but he couldnt make any promises that he wouldnt laugh. I'm ok with that. Im not over sensitive and know that deep down, he accepts me for me and thats what I care about. So the circle of those in the know is expanding rapidly and I'm perfectly fine with that. The sooner its all completely out there the sooner life can go on and move on and I can be myself around everyone.