Hello.
I´m a little worried. Since some time ago, i´m trying to undestand myself about my crossdressing.
I hate it as much as i love it, and that is making me crazy.
I hate it because i´m sure that is part of the reason of no having girlfriend. I am very scared always about "what will she think if she know it?" and all that things that you can imagine about it.
But on the other side, i can´t escape from it, because i really like to dress as a girl or woman. If i don´t dress in a time, a necessity appears like hunger. I can contain it for a time but it goes growing every day.
It´s weird...
I´m tired of hidding and i know i can´t tell to any of my friends or family. It´s sad but it´s the truth.
I´m lost, quite lost because i feel like a criminal...
Thanks for Reading. Seriously.
P.D.: Here in Spain we are in summer yet. Maybe is the temperature what makes me feel this way... :P