Last week I was feeling tired and I thought to myself, "I'm sick of all this crossdressing stuff. From now on I'm just going to wear my normal male clothing, like what I have on now." Then I looked down and realized that I was wearing a blue dress with pretty white lace across the shoulders. Well, so much for giving up crossdressing.
A few days later the same thought occurred to me, but even more strongly. I thought, "Maybe I'll even purge, and just wear normal male clothing, like I have on now." Then I noticed that I was showing a lot of leg, and realized that I was wearing a denim skirt and a frilly top. I didn't even remember putting them on. Hmm... Better put that purge on hold.
So, when was it, I wonder, that my blue dress and my denim skirt became "normal male clothing."