Hi girls,
Whether you know this or not I am trying to get more insight about why we crossdress for a particular reason. I have crossdressed since young and I made a decision to just stop entirely, which worked...for awhile. Approx. 6-7 years (I lost count actually) with a partial relapse (couple items) and dressed in full a year ago. So here is the predicament. I know two things:
1 - I don't know if I can stop these crossdressing urges but I know that if I try again I have the best chance to make it so and think I can do it (regardless of what anyone says ).
2 - I also know that if I do dress (which sounds fun at the moment) it will throw me deeper into the fog that I believe is the color pink.
So, I have maybe $800 to spend (not really but the urge says I do lol). The way I look at it, I can buy a dress, skirt, top, one bra, a set of panties, couple of stockings and pantyhose, one pair of pumps, breast forms, two wigs, and for the make up: one lipstick, urban decay eye shadow, dermablend foundation and powder, mascara, eyeliner, bronzer, blush, make up remover, nail polish...and some other stuff.
or,
Something I like (could be anything, think of a hobby you like as much if not more than crossdressing and ask if you would forgo the feminine stuff for that full amount?).
So do I stop for good? Or do I dress? Consider both and advise on both if you can. Help me out...I need to figure this out!
Victoriana