Metaphorically speaking.
Today is a rare day for me. A day when I can be en-femme just for the briefest of moments.
I've been spoilt in the past few years, where 2 or 3 days a week I could just be myself...and be happy.
life changes and things aren't the same. Before I felt 'complete', 'Rounded', 'Sane'.......now I'm direction less, someone's stolen my steering wheel.
The women inside of me, the one I felt so connected too all these years, has been caged, for now. Maybe for the next couple of years (family stuff etc.) I'll have deal with what feels like a loss, something important I can't function normally without.
Maybe I'm being a little over-dramatic, but it sure feel's real to me.
I'm struggling to cope without her, I'm moody, depressed, lost and in a state of perpetual frustration. The only good thing to come from it is I now know just how important she is to me
Just need to know how others get through prolonged periods without being able to express their female sides? I'm struggling!!!