Does any one else here find it hard sometimes to get motivated to cross dress? I'm finding it increasingly harder to make the time and expend the energy, only to have the feeling that I have some how come up short.
It seem to take so long to prepare: shaving, makeup, padding, choosing clothes, finding shoes that fit etc etc (omg it takes hours!), and then after all that effort, I look in the mirror and still see a guy in a dress. I guess I'm just not naturally endowed with any feminine characteristics.
So call it being lazy, depressed or discouraged, (i feel like such a amateur) I'm beginning to wonder if it's worth the bother. I'm just a wanna be and not the real deal. Does anyone else feel that way? How do you cope with those feelings?