Hi everyone this is my first thread. I've been a crossdresser for 30 years now. I came out to my wife before we got married and of course she wasn't sure what to think at first, but after many talks and research on her part she for the most part has accepted "me" and actually participates and buys me things. We set boundaries and she wanted to know how far I planned to go with this. It was pretty much a part time thing at the time. Well as I have got more comfortable being able to dress I seem to want it more. Now she thinks that I lied to her about how much I wanted to do it or how far I want to take it. That's not true at all, these feelings have just grown with time and I don't know why. I don't wanna violate her trust but I want to be honest with her. Now she has kinda backed off of acceptance. Not sure what to do now or what's going on with my feelings.