As far as i can recall i have been interested in female clothing forever, i remeber trying on my sisters pants when i was preteen, trying on my mums skirt, corset, later my wifes stockings and suspenders.
I just thought it a bit of a kink, but try as i may i would ultimately return to doing it somewhere, when the wife went out etc. i had a well developed fem chest which i hated as i now know i was in denial and i had them surgically removed in 1990. I was/am not very well developed in the male area although i have 2 children, so it all works.
I now dress openly and am quite happy with my fem side, my new wife is ok with it too, what i have thought lately is am i actually more female than the average male, was i born this way