Even though I have underdressed, had a pedi or 2, even though I have been on here looking and reading I haven't dressed or had makeup on in almost 2 years. Has it been rough you may ask. Well the answer is no it has been excruciating!!! I miss the feel of shaved legs pantyhose and the rustle of a dress rubbing against my legs. I miss the feel and smell of foundation on my face and the smooth taste of lipstick. I miss the fit of a bra holding my chest together and the waist cincher pulling it all together to make a waist where there is none. I miss the look of my calves when I slide into a 4-4 inch heel. Seeing my polished toes peeking through the end of an open toe platform. I miss the wonderful smell of perfume on my neck and wrist. I miss the feel of earrings dangling as I walk and the brush of hair (even if it is a wig) on my back when my dress or blouse is open in the back. I miss the sound of the heels as I walk through a mall or across a parking lot to get to the next shopping experience. I miss all of it there is only one thing I don't miss and that is when it comes to an end and I have to remove it all and become Bill again. Thanks all for listening to my rant and letting me get a little of my depression out. Love to all and I hope to feel it all again soon.