So I have recently wanted to start getting a little more serious about my dressing. A couple terrified trips to the store, buying more clothes and that kind of thing. I just don't know what the next step is or where to start. I have always felt somewhat lost and awkward in regards to crossdressing. I am also really terrible at makeup. I really want a girl to help me out. I have dressed around my girlfriend of a year for most of our relationship and really she hasn't even said anything about it and pretty much ignores it these days. Every other girl I have showed pictures to has had a brief conversation with me about it and never really mentioned it again. I even told a good friend the other day just because I thought I could get a rise out of her. All she had to say was good for you. I just don't know what to say without sounding obsessed or pushy. Ugh maybe I just needed to rant.