One of my main concerns with being a crossdresser is this double life...its like i have two sides to my personality and im not really sure how to handle it...
en femme: love makeup, pretty clothes, being bisexual, want to shop
as a guy: love admiring hot woman, love sports, love hanging out with my male friends, want to have a wife and kids at some point, really want a gf right now
I am just not sure how to integrate it all. I love being a guy and all the stuff in my life as a guy is more important to me than crossdressing. But I get strong urges to do all of these girly things. I can't let then affect my guy life though. It sucks having to keep them separate but it causes so much stress!!!!