Hello all. I've recently begun dressing again after a 6 year hiatus. The time gap was related to entering a new relationship with a person that I didn't trust totally, and being burned on that one before, I never told her. She's the type of person that was capable of vindication if hurt, and I didn't want any part of that. So anyway, After that extended time frame, I could no longer bear the lack of dressing, so I let her go. Was that wrong of me? Probably, but I did what I felt I had to do. I've entered into a new relationship with an old friend who knew about all this for years, so that's not an issue at all. She's completely cool with all of it. So, over the last several months I've spent hundreds of dollars re-populating my closet (all the while still wanting to kick myself for the items I let go of). When I had everything, I finally got the chance to dress again. Found out pretty quickly that I'm rusty as hell with makeup, but got through it. Tossed my new wig on (which I'm not completely thrilled with, but my old ones, which I did keep from my purge, look like fuzzy dead animals now) glanced in the mirror and thought, "there she is!". My joy was short lived though, as after looking a bit more closely, came to some conclusion in my head that I looked MUCH older, and quite a bit fatter. I felt like a shadow of myself from only 6 short years ago. I'm not going to purge again, but I'm still more than slightly sad over my deteriorating appearance while dressed. What can I do to improve my self-image and feel better about all this? I've seen tons of girls on here whom are a bit older and still look fabulous. So, any advice would be greatly appreciated. I'm attaching a before and after (actual time span I believe is like 8 years between the 2 pics). Thanks in advance, and love you all.