I sometimes used to wonder this with regard to myself.If the woman I "create" when I'm en femme is the girl I've always dreamed about having. I've come to the conclusion that no, it's not that way. Actually my GF is the girl of my dreams, all I've ever wanted in a woman. The girl I become when en femme is actually the girl I would have become if I had been female at birth. While I was basically socialized more or less as a boy growing up, I had another secret socialization that was going on simultaneously carried through with by myself. I was prompting myself as a girl and putting myself through finishing school so to speak. It would not be until years later, however, that I would debut in public as my feminine self. This part is the actual female reflection of myself personified or more or less an avatar I invoke and use when desired or needed. This ensures the "best of both worlds" at my door step. We are only limited by our own imaginations when it comes to making our dreams a reality whatever they happen to be. So, are you the girl of your dreams?
If you don't like the way I'm livin', you just leave this long haired country girl alone:
