When seriously thinking about whether I am a crossdresser or a transsexual what I continue coming back to is I don't hate being a guy. I don't neccesarily feel like I am a girl. I guess you can say I am just wanting to feel feminine. I think in an ideal situation would be to be able to dress up and live as a girl on weekends only. But I want to be able to look good as a girl. I am bi and want to get a guy so I want to be able to experience that. All of this is so confusing to me..