Last night, in addition to my recent gifts of make-up, jewelry, and my black satin pajama set, my wife ordered a Rago open-bottom shaper. I am feeling so good at this moment! Having not dressed and also purging in the last four months, I felt myself slipping into despair..
No more...I will never do these things again! I now know that my desire to dress is impossible to suppress or contain. The other night, I sat in our spare bedroom with my girdle on and a dressing robe. As I finished my make-up, I saw a beautiful women looking back. I immediately lit a VS 120 and had a glass of wine as my make-up set and I admired what I had become. My eye make-up was flawless, my lovely earrings were dangling, my rings and bracelets sparkled in the slightly dimmed room...a magical moment.
I am a crossdresser and it is absolute intoxicating. I will no longer try to figure this thing out and I feel my wife is coming to the realization that I need, no, I must do this!
MJ
Originally Posted by Miss Jessica
Enjoy the new freedom.
